Hi.
I’m Annabelle Dhondt. A 13 year old Belgain girl.
Most people hate me , just like I do. I totally understand why they hate me. I mean I say what I think just in your face. You can’t get to me. I don’t know who I am , nobody does i’m to messed up to understand. One moment I’m acting all happy and then I snap and I will the most depressed person you’ve ever met and you won’t get why. Cause I can’t explain why I’m like that. I don’t have an actual reason to be so unhappy. Just the averrage teenage problems I guess.
- Being fat
- being Ugly
- misuderstood
-alone
-misguided.
Those things. And the fights with your parents those useless little things. But they mean so much. They can hurt so hard. When I was 12 I started cutting. I hated myself so bad. I didn’t want to live , but I couldn’t leave cause I would hurt my family and we’re already having such a hard time I can’t leave them. So I stopped cutting and then everything was getting better. At least that’s what I thought. But it was just a mask I knew that but I was afraid of reality. That’s the only thing I’m scared of. Reality. Well that’s a bitch and you can’t do anything about it. It won’t dissapear , you can’t runaway from it. And that sucks so bad.
You know I’ll get trough this.
To everyone who feels bad , to everyone who’s depressed. We’ll get trough this. I promise , if you ever wanna talk to someone I will always be here for you.
xo Annabelle
